Dispatches from a Dying Empire

Dispatches from a Dying Empire

Senior moments

Or how to love a dog with cancer

Penfist's avatar
Penfist
Dec 03, 2023
∙ Paid

The black garbage bag in the freezer contained the frozen corpse of a sweet dog named Maggie. I buried her under a tree the next day. I was far too tired and numb to do it after the drudgery of the long journey back from Baghdad. So I slept first. My dreams were about war, but they were also about Maggie in a bag, dead in the freezer. My wife told me the pack had killed her. They ripped her apart in my backyard.

Maggie showed up very pregnant, so I built her a weaning box.

Twenty-seven dogs. That’s the number I came home to. Charity can also be mental illness. That number was a nail in the coffin of my marriage. Thinking in a three-bedroom house filled with 27 rescued dogs is challenging. I love canines, and I would give anything to save one and give it a better life. There are limits. Having two wild packs that cannot be in contact with the other crowded into a three-bedroom ranch was untenable. Neither humans nor canines could flourish in such an environment.

When we divorced, I began …

User's avatar

Continue reading this post for free, courtesy of Penfist.

Or purchase a paid subscription.
© 2026 Sapient Path · Privacy ∙ Terms ∙ Collection notice
Start your SubstackGet the app
Substack is the home for great culture